Living in the memories of you.

Where are you now, its been a while since I heard from you,

Do you even remember me anymore?

Because before I left, you promised you wouldn't forget,

All  that we went through, everything that we knew,

You promised you'd remember, the memories of December..

Those days, those nights, those laughter & those fights,

You told it'd be hard, when we'll be miles apart,

And now that we are, like the enemies of a war,

It hurts when I think of us, also when I miss you so much,

Thinking of you I cry, everyday I die,

Every moment I wait, I stay up 'til late,

Only to hear from you, only to hear your voice,

I listen to our songs all the time, they work as your disguise.

Every morning's a disappointment, still not a word from you,

I distract myself and I somehow get through..

But its funny to see, how you are so happy without me,

And I wonder if at all you feel the way I do..

Because I'm waiting for you, I need you here right now,

I'm sick of living in the memories of you.

Just when I need you the most.

Sitting by the waters, in the twilight

Lost in the waves that come and go by,

The grey clouds take over the darkening moonlit sky;

My heart gives out a cry and I don't know why.

I close my eyes to ask it why, your face flashes in my mind,

I have nobody next to me, nobody behind..

The soft breeze plays with my hair;

I look around but you aren't there.

I only wish, I only crave, 

For one touch of you, for one warm embrace..

You love me, you need me but why aren't you here?

To take away this emptiness, to make this pain disappear..

The waves call out to me as I silently weep,

They sing me a lullaby and it rings me too deep,

The wind lifts me up, it tries to set me free;

But as I listen to the music of the nature,

My heart sings its own melancholy.

The lightening strikes and as I open my eyes,

The raindrops hit my face and I realize,

You aren't here, just when I need you the most..

As the night crawls and as my tears fall,

I wonder why you aren't around..

Just when I need you the most.