Wednesday, January 13, 2010

New Year So Far ..

I'm bored. My next paper's on 18th & am like all prepared already :D
I don't really have anything else to do. So here I am 
o n l i n e

You know, I really feel lonely these days.
Life is not like it once used to be. I always thought I was luckyy, so lucky that nothing bad could ever happen to me. I loved myself. & I thought everybody I know could see the real me.. I thought I could trust all my friends. blindly. But I guess I was wrong .. With the new year, I came to know how many people actually hate me. I came to know that the world today, is weird.. you can't really trust anyone. Ofcourse, except for a few people who are not human beings but angels on earth (: If you're reading this, you'll know I am talking about you. 
When I feel all down, I don't need to put my hand on my heart & say, " Aal izz well ", all I need to do is to close my eyes & feel you next to me, saying, " I'm always gonna be there for you ". Boy, doesn't that make me smile. 
There comes a phase in everybody's lives, when you realise who your true friends are. When you finally figure out who to live for. & when you know in your heart, the people who actually matter will NEVER let you down & they are ones you can trust without second thoughts. I guess I went through this phase a few days back. The person who I thought meant so much, turned out be a nightmare. Figured out I wasn't a priority in his life, just an option. I'm glad I came to know the real him. 
The incident that took place on the 1st of January, shook me. I lost my self confidence & felt like running away from all of it. I wanted to become invisible. But the people I matter to, brought me back to life. They brought a smile to my face again.. & I can never really thank them enough.
This New year, is a new beginning .. a brand new start to a whole new life, that I'm going to live for my mom, dad, a few close friends, simba & myself. I don't care what others think of me. I don't care about what they've to say, coz in the end, they mean nothing to me. The people I need in my life are with me & are always gonna be there, I know. What else do I need?
I am gonna stay happy for them. I am gonna make them proud :)

I love you guys, so much

On the other hand, this new year brought a lot of happiness too.
With the sense of wisdom that I got, I made a few new friends as well.
Also I get this gut feeling, that this year holds something very special for me..
With this start, I have realised how much I really love my parents. I can't really go a single day without them. The friends I took for granted proved to be my true well wishers. 
There's so much of realization already. Even school's good. For a change.

What else? New year didn't start off so well.. but now things are good.
I'm smiling & I'm contented.

All is well.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

A New Beginning?

First of all .. A very happy new year to everyone who's readin' this. I hope all of you had a great start.. :)
I had an awesome time in the last week of 2009. Felt like the new year's surely gonna be better than what I've lived this year. Everything seemed perfect until the 1st of Jan. I almost lost a best friend .. & another bestie lost faith in me. Plus, I got high fever & my bp went low. What more did I need? Such a great start. Anyway, things are now in control & I hope All gets well. 

Ooh, btw watched 3 idiots. Man, wasn't that one amazing movie? Loved it. Aal izz well xD That's what I tell my heart whenever upset :) But but, I'm really upset over the-chetan-bhagat-should-have-been-given-some-credit thing. I have read the book & have seen the movie. & I found most of the movie similar except for that 'two idiots in search of the third' & 'the bet' part .. I guess he should have been included in the storywriter list. But then, who's gonna follow my advice anyway!

There's so much that has happened since I last posted & there's so much I want to share but not enough time.
I've got my exams from the 6th of Jan :(
I'll be regular after the 18th. So keep reading & following! 

P.s. Wish me luck xP

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